It takes more time than I’ve ever had, drains the life from me, makes me want to forget.
As young as I was, I felt older back then. More disciplined, stronger, and certain.
But I was scared to death of eternity, I was saved by grace … but destroyed by naivety
…and I lied to myself and said it was for the best.
And now faith is replaced with a logic, so cold. I’ve disregarded what I was.Now I’m older and I know much more than I did back then, but the more I learn, the more I can’t understand.
And I’ve become content with this life that I lead, where I drink to much and don’t believe in much of anything.
And I lie to myself and say it’s for the best.
We’re moving forward, but holding ourselves back … and we’re waiting on something that will never come.
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